There’s no fix for this, Samantha Beach, and there’s no advice I can give you either.
I’ve got years of freelancing behind me, this kind of attitude is a habit that I could do well to kick — for my own health — but I can’t afford to. I’ll eventually collapse again, get back up, keep going.
The only solution for me is to get into a routine that involves an actual employer or client(s) and this is what I’m working on. For now however, I am with my family and this is the best I can do so I’m trying to make the most of it. xo